When night time surrounds me
And day time surrenders
When spirits come to revel in the dark hours’ splendours
When the pale of the moon glares white against black
When reality fades and my mind wanders back.
I know I should pick up my heart and march on…
But dark memories call and I’m pulled off track.
The whip with its crack and the hand with its smack
The cane with its whoosh as it’s forced through the air
The feel of His fingers caught tight in my hair.
The paddle so hard, bringing tears to my eyes
Before slippery wetness would course down my thighs.
Deprivation of sight, and touch and sound
The feel of my knees forced down to the ground.
The longing for more and the relief of its pain
A slight pause, a caress, before starting again.
Too much, then I’m gone, lost in true sub space
At His feet, head bowed; I knew my place.
Cuffs bound tightly, or ropes pulled taut
The bliss of having my hands safely caught.
Straddling the chair or over His knee
He always knew where I needed to be.
Good girl, or brat, little or pet
Each of His girls were a perfect set.
Slut and princess, all in a club
But favourite of all of course was His sub.
She took what was needed with thanks at the end
She’d straddle or kneel or suck or bend.
The perfect mix of all of the girls
Brat’s stamping foot or good girls’ cute curls.
I remember them all – they are always with me
And the memories of blisters, and welts and bruised knees
I keep them locked up, fenced off in my mind
With the those pink fairy lights surrounding the shrine.
So when night time surrounds me and day time surrenders
These spirits come to revel in my dark minds’ splendours
When the pale of the moon glares white against black
My reality fades and my mind wanders back…
Loved this… beautiful!
Thank you for your words and your time taken to read it xx
You have put into words something I can never explain, have saved it to read again when feeling lost! Thank-you!
I’m so glad – It’s amazing how many people can be touched for so many different reasons when you write something from the heart
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So beautifully put.